Comfortable as I am,

I need your reassurance .
Comfortable as you are,
You count the days.

But if I wanted silence, I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness, I'd choose to go
If I liked rejection, I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

So why can't you just hold me,
How come it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall.
I wish it didn't matter,
I wish I didn't give you all.

But if I wanted silence, I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness, I'd choose to go
If I liked rejection, I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

So why can't you just hold me,
How come it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?

Poor little misunderstood baby.
No one likes a sad face,
But I can't remember life without him.
I think I did have good days,
I'm sure I did have good days.